Sunday, January 28, 2007

right now

i really enjoyed last night.
its been awhile since all of us have been able to sit around
and talk about everything and anything like that.
good food good beer good friends.
perfection.

i like my job
i really do
but i don't like what this week is going to do to my system.
i'm used to going to bed at like 8
now i work till 12
hello exhaustion
my dreams have been vivid and intense lately
and numerous
and slightly disturbing
i read through all my old live journal entries
which is where i wrote most of the things about
a certain person
i miss those feelings from the beginning
that first wave of love and infatuation
that desire to spend every second together
obvioulsy those feelings eventually faded
through no fault of our own
as i see it anyway
sometimes these things just don't work
sometimes love really isn't enough
i hold no grudges ( for once)
no bad feelings or anger here
i have no regrets
none

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