yeah right

i just have this urge to keep writing today
though i have very little
to say that is of any importance
i want someone
to want to pick my brain
to want to know every
little thought i have
to say
everything i think about
no matter how stupid
or trivial
or seemingly shallow
or maybe i just want
someone who will sit quietly
as i speak all these things out loud
i want to go back to the summers
when all you had to worry about
was when to go to the river
and who's buying slurpees
this resposibilty for your own future thing
isn't really working for me
i want to be healthy
and not tired
or light headed
or naseous
just good and
maybe even happy
not that i'm not happy
though i seem to be unhappy
as frequently as i'm actually happy
maybe i have a chemical imbalance
and none of this is really my fault
yeah right
nice try
how about i just get a life
get over it
and get on with this

working on it.