i'm tired of being tired.
i fell asleep at 7:30 monday night
have slept well every night since
but still
i am tired
i am also tired of not knowing
i find this situation juvenile and unnecessary
and its making me crazy
i'll say that i'm over it
but thats pretty much a lie
i frustrate myself
i hear through the grapevine that my father
wants to "spend time with me and get to know me"
my first response to this being,
"no fucking way"
he's had 20 years to get to know me
and its too late now
but the voice in my head seems to think i will regret
not giving him another (a millionth) chance
so i won't make a decision right now
but i have no real wish to see him
on a brighter note
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
i adore you
and feel you are my adopted sister
and i will express this to you
in the sappy and sentimental card you will recieve tomorrow
2 comments:
you're adorable, and your song choices on charming, but singles page made me smile.
its nice to know there are other people out there that listen to such good music as GatH or Damien.
Have a good day darling!
x's and o's,
.hollywood.
aaah thanks. i'm not gonna lie i have an addiction to music. so feel free to leave suggestions.
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