life is good right now.
i went through a rough patch
about a year ago
where i was depressed
and more stressed out then should be humanly possible
and was basically convinced that my life
was going nowhere
and i would be nothing
and no one
i hated my job
so i got a new one
that was almost worse then the previous
i found my very first real love
and lost him
lost it
i thought i would be stuck in that void of cold and lonley
forever
no escape
but
it turns out that i am stronger then i thought
i think we all are
really
capable of surmounting
almost any mountian
roadblock
broken heart
broken spirit
i learned
re-learned
how to make myself happy
i threw myself into work
into dance
into my life
my life that i love again
my friends who i love
who deserve my love
who love me
so life is good
and getting better everyday
as long as i don't try and look too far into the future that is
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I love you. I am coincidentally cleaning out my email and reading through those emails that you sent me from about that time period (or slightly before) and I love them. And I think you shoudl blog more, because I check this blog way too often.
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