it doesn't really feel like christmas
maybe because my family is in 4 different places
instead of together like usual
i'm sitting in my moms empty house waiting for her to come home
because she was gone for 2 whole days and i missed her
i did spend christmas with my friends
christmas eve with the roommates
and dinner the next day with the best friends family
it was nice
fun
but not the same
i would much rather be at my grandparents