my cat jumped in the shower today and thats all i have to talk about

the solitude is taking its toll.
if i didn't have to leave the house for work or dance i probably never would
this has always been my problem
without friends who know me
i like to isolate myself from the outside world
i'm not comfortable calling up acquaintances or just going out to see if any one is around
i need my armour (or 'friends' in other words)
to be able to face the general populace

sometimes i think if i'm not careful
i could be one of those people who never leaves the house and order groceries on the internet

another warning sign:
i talk to and about blair waldorf way to much
i also insist that other people call her by her full name
these are sad times people

in other news!
dance is crazy busy but i'm loving every second of it
i've have class every single day this week
and that makes 12 days of straight dancing
hello dream come true

i feel i am truly pushing myself choreography-wise this year
and i can't wait to see were it goes
some where good i'm hoping . . .