that whole new year: new beginnings things . . .
not all its cracked up to be.
maybe its the fact that NYE itself was rather upsetting and slightly devastating
maybe its the fact that i cant seem to break out of my old habits no matter how hard i try or how
bad for me i know they are
maybe its because nothing feels any different from the last year
or maybe its this cynicism i can't seem to shake off
as hard as i try to make good choices
responsible choices
it all seems to stay the same
is it possible to be addicted to dissapointment?
do i do this to myself?
and is it within my reach to change things once and for all?
blair waldorf is actually asleep . . . this is a rare occasion and must me treasured. who knows when it will happen again. can you get shock collars for kittens?
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