i mow the lawn alot

i have zero motivaion right now
which is bad because i have a major exam situation on sunday that i should really be preparing for. but instead i watch youtube. or how i met your mother.
or stalk balir waldorf and try to figure out where her hiding places are
beacuse really our house isnt that big and where the hell does she go!
this has happened before
when i was unemployed the first time
but this time at least i am showering
and leaving the house on occasion
my current philosophy is "just because imsad doesnt mean i cant be cute"
and so at least i make an effort in my appearance and thats something right
also i eat alot of cake

so yeah . . .
expect more random boring posts soon

probably about my cat